had a nice day yesterday, although half my day was gone by the time i woke up. i got to stick to the sleep by 12 wake up before 12 rule i set for myself. gosh, i have no self discipline.
i was supposed to go with mummy to fetch cindy from bedok then go chinatown because mummy wanted to buy something to hook the pearls. in the end, they blames it on me for waking up late and cindy even told mummy that i felt wierd going out with mummy thats why i wanted cindy to come along. i felt so bad and i think mummy would most porbably think i do not like going out with her. its not her idea of wierd, but another reason. i just felt so wierd because its going to be the two of us and its going to be a few silent moments between us. ya, i now poeple will say she's my mother, but i'm not at the stage where i can really talk to her about anything and everything. i'm not there yet. i'm not cindy either, its ok for cindy because she's more open and she can go on taking and talking about everything and somethimes nonsense. i cannot, i tend to keep things to myself.
so i went to meet grace at around 4.45pm to find kathy. its her birthday, so we wanted to give her a surprise, although we had no presents for her. we had such a good time, kathy felt so touched, that made me happier.

i feel so bad not being able to suport lijun at the flea market. its on sat and sun, but i wasnt able to go yesterday and today eihter. by the time i woke up it was already 3pm and i found a note on the bathroom mirror that says ' call me when you wake up' haha, they came back before i even woke up. what a pig i am. thats what they always say. so i'm going to spend my whole day sitting in front of the computer, finding for jobs, mp3 rotationing and doing whatever i can. i wish i could do something more constructive.

had a nice day yesterday, although half my day was gone by the time i woke up. i got to stick to the sleep by 12 wake up before 12 rule i set for myself. gosh, i have no self discipline.
i was supposed to go with mummy to fetch cindy from bedok then go chinatown because mummy wanted to buy something to hook the pearls. in the end, they blames it on me for waking up late and cindy even told mummy that i felt wierd going out with mummy thats why i wanted cindy to come along. i felt so bad and i think mummy would most porbably think i do not like going out with her. its not her idea of wierd, but another reason. i just felt so wierd because its going to be the two of us and its going to be a few silent moments between us. ya, i now poeple will say she's my mother, but i'm not at the stage where i can really talk to her about anything and everything. i'm not there yet. i'm not cindy either, its ok for cindy because she's more open and she can go on taking and talking about everything and somethimes nonsense. i cannot, i tend to keep things to myself.
so i went to meet grace at around 4.45pm to find kathy. its her birthday, so we wanted to give her a surprise, although we had no presents for her. we had such a good time, kathy felt so touched, that made me happier.

i feel so bad not being able to suport lijun at the flea market. its on sat and sun, but i wasnt able to go yesterday and today eihter. by the time i woke up it was already 3pm and i found a note on the bathroom mirror that says ' call me when you wake up' haha, they came back before i even woke up. what a pig i am. thats what they always say. so i'm going to spend my whole day sitting in front of the computer, finding for jobs, mp3 rotationing and doing whatever i can. i wish i could do something more constructive.