sorry to say this, but red camp was bad. didnt exactly enjoyed myself because half the time i was falling asleep. i learnt my lesson, never sleep for less than 2 hours when you know you are going to spend the whole day doing activities. oh well.
ok, to say it was bad, thats 3/4 true. the good 1/4 was that i was able to see their animation studio. the place looks good and they have their own 'dream box' too. more professional than our school's dream box. we use green and blue paper for background, they use green and blue cloth-like material. so cool. its great fun. the bad thing was that the animation people were very unfriendly, and when i say very, i mean it. i'm skipping the next 2 days of the camp because i don't think it's going to be any funner than the first day. so yea.

daddy warned me to start exercising or else he is going to force me to swim everyday. my gosh, this is the first time i ever heard a parent forcing their child to exercise. and mummy has been reminding me to eat my lunch everyday. its not like i do not eat my lunch at all. they say i'm not getting enough nutrients and my skin is so pale and too much instant noodles will cause you to lose all your hair and blah blah.
yesterday was the first time daddy talked to me as in really talk from his heart. as in heart felt words, i know he will never tell mummy. i realised my dad is a really good son and i teared while listening to him. i tried to look straight while walking and listening to him, nodding occasionally, hoping the tears do not flow out. its really sad to know that his wish is to be able to bring grandpa back to his hometown China. he said that it will not be possible anymore because of grandpa's current state, it'll be very difficult and troublesome. he felt he hasn't done enough to repay grandpa because he feels as though he hasnt done anything for him (not being able to fufil his wish). well, that moved me. at least my father has feelings, okay everyone has , i know that, but for daddy to talk to me, its a little weird. but, i'm thankful he did that, it makes me feel closer to him and we actually do communicate.
so today, we went to the chalet to see grandpa and the others. i'm really glad and happy that bernard, cleon and joey actually said hi to me. they were cold to me the last time we met. maybe not the other 2 but bernard certainly was. i smiled at them. hee. i was too tired to say hi or anything because of the red camp and everything. before we found the aloha chalet, mummy and daddy quarelled again, because we couldnt find the place. i just kept quiet because i know daddy's intentions and i know how mummy is like. none of them are in the wrong, but they just do not get each others point. i hate it whenever they quarell, then one by one they will come to me and say he is always like that, or she is always like that. they are just too stubborn to say sorry to each other. i know it.

i want to try writing poems. like just write stuff, maybe songs. the feeling is great when you just sit and think deep, write all your emotions out. i should try that when i'm alone. i like thinking deep : )

sorry to say this, but red camp was bad. didnt exactly enjoyed myself because half the time i was falling asleep. i learnt my lesson, never sleep for less than 2 hours when you know you are going to spend the whole day doing activities. oh well.
ok, to say it was bad, thats 3/4 true. the good 1/4 was that i was able to see their animation studio. the place looks good and they have their own 'dream box' too. more professional than our school's dream box. we use green and blue paper for background, they use green and blue cloth-like material. so cool. its great fun. the bad thing was that the animation people were very unfriendly, and when i say very, i mean it. i'm skipping the next 2 days of the camp because i don't think it's going to be any funner than the first day. so yea.

daddy warned me to start exercising or else he is going to force me to swim everyday. my gosh, this is the first time i ever heard a parent forcing their child to exercise. and mummy has been reminding me to eat my lunch everyday. its not like i do not eat my lunch at all. they say i'm not getting enough nutrients and my skin is so pale and too much instant noodles will cause you to lose all your hair and blah blah.
yesterday was the first time daddy talked to me as in really talk from his heart. as in heart felt words, i know he will never tell mummy. i realised my dad is a really good son and i teared while listening to him. i tried to look straight while walking and listening to him, nodding occasionally, hoping the tears do not flow out. its really sad to know that his wish is to be able to bring grandpa back to his hometown China. he said that it will not be possible anymore because of grandpa's current state, it'll be very difficult and troublesome. he felt he hasn't done enough to repay grandpa because he feels as though he hasnt done anything for him (not being able to fufil his wish). well, that moved me. at least my father has feelings, okay everyone has , i know that, but for daddy to talk to me, its a little weird. but, i'm thankful he did that, it makes me feel closer to him and we actually do communicate.
so today, we went to the chalet to see grandpa and the others. i'm really glad and happy that bernard, cleon and joey actually said hi to me. they were cold to me the last time we met. maybe not the other 2 but bernard certainly was. i smiled at them. hee. i was too tired to say hi or anything because of the red camp and everything. before we found the aloha chalet, mummy and daddy quarelled again, because we couldnt find the place. i just kept quiet because i know daddy's intentions and i know how mummy is like. none of them are in the wrong, but they just do not get each others point. i hate it whenever they quarell, then one by one they will come to me and say he is always like that, or she is always like that. they are just too stubborn to say sorry to each other. i know it.

i want to try writing poems. like just write stuff, maybe songs. the feeling is great when you just sit and think deep, write all your emotions out. i should try that when i'm alone. i like thinking deep : )