yay! two papers left, then i'll turn into a butterfly! haha. i feel so refreshed after swimming, haven't had that feeling in a long time, its time to start exercising.

i actually recieved an eagles award for service. haha so cool, never got an award like that in my life.

ok, i'm feeling bad cause i'm really unsure about stuff. i've thought about it long and maybe not so hard, but i'm really not sure if she still wants to talk to me. its really wierd to have all these when i'm already like so old. i mean its wierd for me because i dont expect to have such problems. oh well, it all started with me getting pissed and angry because of one unglam photo, i felt that she should say a sorry to me, but she didn't.
oh well, i'll let that pass, i'm forgetting about it, but the wierd thing now is that we do not talk to each other at all. i feel a litlte uncomfortable because we used to talk so much about stupid and la-me stuff. its real fun. kind of missed it though. she's really a nice person. but how am i going to start talking to her? and we were going to celebrate prom together, now i dont even know if she wants to stay with us. gosh, how did i ever get myself into a situation like this.

yay! two papers left, then i'll turn into a butterfly! haha. i feel so refreshed after swimming, haven't had that feeling in a long time, its time to start exercising.

i actually recieved an eagles award for service. haha so cool, never got an award like that in my life.

ok, i'm feeling bad cause i'm really unsure about stuff. i've thought about it long and maybe not so hard, but i'm really not sure if she still wants to talk to me. its really wierd to have all these when i'm already like so old. i mean its wierd for me because i dont expect to have such problems. oh well, it all started with me getting pissed and angry because of one unglam photo, i felt that she should say a sorry to me, but she didn't.
oh well, i'll let that pass, i'm forgetting about it, but the wierd thing now is that we do not talk to each other at all. i feel a litlte uncomfortable because we used to talk so much about stupid and la-me stuff. its real fun. kind of missed it though. she's really a nice person. but how am i going to start talking to her? and we were going to celebrate prom together, now i dont even know if she wants to stay with us. gosh, how did i ever get myself into a situation like this.