a few words to descibe how i'm feeling now. fed-up and desperate. fed-up with all the quarells with cindy about us not respecting each other. its frustrating and irritating to hear a younger sister saying that you do not respect her. hello! i'm her older sister and she's acting like she's older than me. i'm fed-up, i've had enough. next, i'm so desperate to do something, get a job, go for lessons, whatever. just something that'll allow me to get out of the house everyday, but not shopping anymore. i'm too broke and there's nothing to look at after shopping almost everyday for the past week. the year-end sales just gets me heartbroken. thinking of it again, i really have to go shopping for clothes. we've just cleared out cupboards and now its half empty. i do not have anything to wear to bangkok on the 29th. oh man! i feel so irritated by everything.

i'm glad i finally came to my senses about not being a fan of dbsk anymore. but i'm not giving up on being mrs pak. haha, i still want to be mrs pak, i still do like micky. they're music is great, i like, i'll continue listening, but not going to continue being like those crazy girls who 24/7 think of them and talk about them. i've got better things to do. the forum gets too boring and in a way 'bo liao'. haha, looking back, just less than a month from now, i stay up all the way till 6am in the morning just looking through they're forums, trying to find something more about them. kind of stupid huh?

a few words to descibe how i'm feeling now. fed-up and desperate. fed-up with all the quarells with cindy about us not respecting each other. its frustrating and irritating to hear a younger sister saying that you do not respect her. hello! i'm her older sister and she's acting like she's older than me. i'm fed-up, i've had enough. next, i'm so desperate to do something, get a job, go for lessons, whatever. just something that'll allow me to get out of the house everyday, but not shopping anymore. i'm too broke and there's nothing to look at after shopping almost everyday for the past week. the year-end sales just gets me heartbroken. thinking of it again, i really have to go shopping for clothes. we've just cleared out cupboards and now its half empty. i do not have anything to wear to bangkok on the 29th. oh man! i feel so irritated by everything.

i'm glad i finally came to my senses about not being a fan of dbsk anymore. but i'm not giving up on being mrs pak. haha, i still want to be mrs pak, i still do like micky. they're music is great, i like, i'll continue listening, but not going to continue being like those crazy girls who 24/7 think of them and talk about them. i've got better things to do. the forum gets too boring and in a way 'bo liao'. haha, looking back, just less than a month from now, i stay up all the way till 6am in the morning just looking through they're forums, trying to find something more about them. kind of stupid huh?