HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO JUNSU! the dolphin. haha. (look at micky at the background. :D)

today was boring, totally boring, the only good thing that happened was that we were able to have our korean food at our 'hang-out' place. i'm satisfied though. heh, i drank the whole bowl of kimchi soup and was hardly able to breathe after that.

i found out that after walking round orchard road and vivo city for the whole week, it really gets boring. the timing is just not right. no money when there are sales. mom is not there when i need her so much. oh man! haha. poor me and silvia got stuck at the ngee ann city open space because there was no where else to go. we did charity too, doing surveys for people. how nice. oh another good thing was i ate the whole roll of salmon sushi by MYSELF, because silvia cannot take raw and cold food. it goes best with pokka green tea. :D i had the best snack ever. oh, and i recieved a candy cane from some girls who were ' sharing the joy of christmas'. i felt so stupid when they asked what was the first thing that came to my mind when i thought of christmas, i said christmas tree, silvia's answer was intellectual because she said jesus christ. i was so embarassed, but then again, the first thing that comes to my mind. so yea...

i give up on trying to write letters or give hints to mummy about how i feel about her and the way she handles stuff. i'm tired. if she doesn't want to care, then be it. ever since i wrote that damn letter, she has been giving comments about things regarding whatever i wrote, i knew it was to get back at me, she claims we do not care about her feelings, but hey, this is how i feel. i swear i'm getting out of the house when i reach 21. she thinks she handles things well enough and no one can say anything about it. whatever. i forgot she's always in the right.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO JUNSU! the dolphin. haha. (look at micky at the background. :D)

today was boring, totally boring, the only good thing that happened was that we were able to have our korean food at our 'hang-out' place. i'm satisfied though. heh, i drank the whole bowl of kimchi soup and was hardly able to breathe after that.

i found out that after walking round orchard road and vivo city for the whole week, it really gets boring. the timing is just not right. no money when there are sales. mom is not there when i need her so much. oh man! haha. poor me and silvia got stuck at the ngee ann city open space because there was no where else to go. we did charity too, doing surveys for people. how nice. oh another good thing was i ate the whole roll of salmon sushi by MYSELF, because silvia cannot take raw and cold food. it goes best with pokka green tea. :D i had the best snack ever. oh, and i recieved a candy cane from some girls who were ' sharing the joy of christmas'. i felt so stupid when they asked what was the first thing that came to my mind when i thought of christmas, i said christmas tree, silvia's answer was intellectual because she said jesus christ. i was so embarassed, but then again, the first thing that comes to my mind. so yea...

i give up on trying to write letters or give hints to mummy about how i feel about her and the way she handles stuff. i'm tired. if she doesn't want to care, then be it. ever since i wrote that damn letter, she has been giving comments about things regarding whatever i wrote, i knew it was to get back at me, she claims we do not care about her feelings, but hey, this is how i feel. i swear i'm getting out of the house when i reach 21. she thinks she handles things well enough and no one can say anything about it. whatever. i forgot she's always in the right.