Thursday, February 22, 2007
my heart skips a beat-.

i guess i kind of get the feeling of an emotion. i used to question myself like, do i feel anything or what. it kind of weird i know. but then again, its like there's no feeling inside, but then you're smiling like you can't control yourself. like your mouth has mind on its own and your cheeks have a mind on its own. you're telling yourself to stop it, but it just stay there. yeap, thats it, my mouth and cheeks both had a mind on their own ever since i saw the choosey lover mv. its like AHHHH, i want to grab someone and scream " its them! micky is so HOT!" okay, a bit over-reacting, but that was what i really wanted to do. yes. at 3.35am in the morning. well, i seriously teared one teardrop after seeing it. not that it was fabulous or anything, but i thought it was nice. and micky made me laugh with his hairstyle. haha, super short, he looks more manly though and super duper cute. gosh, my cheeks hurt so much. (^0^)
back from the chalet and it was fun. haha, i'm glad i have great people in my family who are a bunch of jokers who always hold court sessions and a bunch of great girl cousins who love cam-whoring. camera moments just get funner each time. ya, you can call me childish cause i'm the oldest, but i feel young with them, i feel their age. ahah i finally got to wear the st.anthony's cannosian secondary school unifom! man, it feels so good and nicer than chij's in my opinion. its kept me thinking that if we hadn't shifted house, i would have graduated from sacss, i love that school. but then again, one door closes, another opens. if we hadn't shifted, i wouldnt get to know awesome people like my chinguus. ahh, i guess this is life yeah?
kind of dissapointed with myself for doing nothing for close to four months of holiday. lost touch with my books and everything around me. ya, like my life is all about going out, lazing around at home, watching tv, staying up late and sleeping. its time for me to get down to serious business and to plan for the future. like buying more clothes for my new life in poly. thats serious enough.
3:28 AM
