i'm feeling tired and sleepy and hungry but my body just doesnt want to do anything. i swear i'm becoming a pig. i've been eating non-stop when i'm not doing anything. i've spent all my money and dont really want to ask anymore money from mom and dad, but i always end up asking.

well, work is fine except theres really nothing to do in the afternoons on weekdays. i'm killing houseflies. i think i've sprained my right wrist, its been hurting for days and daddy's rubbing doesnt help. well i have to work so i have to scoop and spade ice-cream so it doesnt heal. i feel my eyelids closing. am i very anti-social? like is it hard for people to talk to me? cause working with dorence is too quiet not counting the music that he plays. only like when jennifer is around then its much better because we talk. i'm starting to think if i have a problem.

i found out that she didnt get accepted into lasalle. i was smiling when i heard the news. now i feel so mean, i mean its really sad to know that you didnt get accepted into anywhere. because i had the feeling and it was not nice knowing that all your friends have a place to go and you have nowhere. its really emotional, and i lived past that. i hope she gets into NAFA. when i heard she got into lasalle, i was heartbroken, because she didnt have any arts background and doesnt have any drawing experience so i was kind of pissed that they accepted students like her, and i thought i was somewhat around the same standard as her if they accepted her. but now, its happiness for me to know that at least they have standard. but really, although i have never liked her, i wish her all the best. good luck to you.

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i'm feeling tired and sleepy and hungry but my body just doesnt want to do anything. i swear i'm becoming a pig. i've been eating non-stop when i'm not doing anything. i've spent all my money and dont really want to ask anymore money from mom and dad, but i always end up asking.

well, work is fine except theres really nothing to do in the afternoons on weekdays. i'm killing houseflies. i think i've sprained my right wrist, its been hurting for days and daddy's rubbing doesnt help. well i have to work so i have to scoop and spade ice-cream so it doesnt heal. i feel my eyelids closing. am i very anti-social? like is it hard for people to talk to me? cause working with dorence is too quiet not counting the music that he plays. only like when jennifer is around then its much better because we talk. i'm starting to think if i have a problem.

i found out that she didnt get accepted into lasalle. i was smiling when i heard the news. now i feel so mean, i mean its really sad to know that you didnt get accepted into anywhere. because i had the feeling and it was not nice knowing that all your friends have a place to go and you have nowhere. its really emotional, and i lived past that. i hope she gets into NAFA. when i heard she got into lasalle, i was heartbroken, because she didnt have any arts background and doesnt have any drawing experience so i was kind of pissed that they accepted students like her, and i thought i was somewhat around the same standard as her if they accepted her. but now, its happiness for me to know that at least they have standard. but really, although i have never liked her, i wish her all the best. good luck to you.

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