haha! yay! i've got my confirmation letter from lasalle confirming my place in the school! i feel so on top of the world. a big load off my shoulders. i thank GOD for everything frm the bottom of my heart. those days were really difficult and rocky. i'm glad its all over. ajah ajah hwaiting mandy!

i love working now you know, haha, its nice talking to jennifer abt stuff, i know how to suan her already. and dorence, yeap, he's actually a nice guy. i guess first impressions are always of no use. at least to me. and i've learned not to listen to what others say of others before even getting to know the person because it will affect the way you view somebody and its really bad when you find out that person isnt what others say. well, made a new friend today, i guess i can call her my friend, haha. stella. our new co-worker. she's 20, but looks our age or younger and i look so old beside her. ah mann. even grace thinks so too.

you know now, i really cannot stand cindy. i know she's going through puberty and all, and its the time in her life where she's being rebellious, but i hate the way she talks back at mummy and thinks that she's so great. even to me, she speaks like she doesnt give me any respect. she even said that she would pack her bags and leave the house. she claims mummy doesnt like her, when she doesnt even know what mummy is thinking. i really try to be understanding and nice, i'm controlling, i know if it was in the past, i would have already given her a slap. i dont always get a chance to talk to her because she has sch and i have work and by the time i'm back she's sleeping and by the time i'm awake, she's in sch. i feel so bad like i cannot have time with her, but she goes overboard by thinking she's right and we're all in the wrong. mann, i dont know what to do with her. someone help me!

a huge part of this entry is abt my rantings but i'm really troubled by this. so yea... sometimes i wish i could just kill cindy.

haha! yay! i've got my confirmation letter from lasalle confirming my place in the school! i feel so on top of the world. a big load off my shoulders. i thank GOD for everything frm the bottom of my heart. those days were really difficult and rocky. i'm glad its all over. ajah ajah hwaiting mandy!

i love working now you know, haha, its nice talking to jennifer abt stuff, i know how to suan her already. and dorence, yeap, he's actually a nice guy. i guess first impressions are always of no use. at least to me. and i've learned not to listen to what others say of others before even getting to know the person because it will affect the way you view somebody and its really bad when you find out that person isnt what others say. well, made a new friend today, i guess i can call her my friend, haha. stella. our new co-worker. she's 20, but looks our age or younger and i look so old beside her. ah mann. even grace thinks so too.

you know now, i really cannot stand cindy. i know she's going through puberty and all, and its the time in her life where she's being rebellious, but i hate the way she talks back at mummy and thinks that she's so great. even to me, she speaks like she doesnt give me any respect. she even said that she would pack her bags and leave the house. she claims mummy doesnt like her, when she doesnt even know what mummy is thinking. i really try to be understanding and nice, i'm controlling, i know if it was in the past, i would have already given her a slap. i dont always get a chance to talk to her because she has sch and i have work and by the time i'm back she's sleeping and by the time i'm awake, she's in sch. i feel so bad like i cannot have time with her, but she goes overboard by thinking she's right and we're all in the wrong. mann, i dont know what to do with her. someone help me!

a huge part of this entry is abt my rantings but i'm really troubled by this. so yea... sometimes i wish i could just kill cindy.