i love the tokidoki for lesportsac collection. now i want a bag so badly. hmm maybe the next time we go to DFS i can get it. although the collection came out for quite some time. well, i was never a fan of lesportsac. so yea. and i want to coach wallet i saw at DFS too. mann, if i hadnt spent almost all of my pay on the first day, i would have gotten it. its only 200 plus dollars. thats why i sometimes hate myself. so i was thinking that i should spend my money wisely the next pay.

payday isnt here yet and i'm already thinking of what i should buy. haha. i want a bag and jeans. thats all for now. maybe a new wallet. and shoes. and cds. ok then all my money will be gone again. haha. still next saturday yo!

been thinking alot abt relationships these past two days. like is it necessary to have a bf at this point of my life. like my 1st bf or something. i'm 17 and i've been single all my life. back on boajjang, there were lots of other people who are above 20 and single all their life. a few singaporeans too. so yea, doesnt make it a big deal. sometimes i'm embarassed abt the fact cause now, everyone seems to have a bf at such a young age. its like somethings wrong with you if you dont have a bf yet. peer pressure?? nope i dont get it, alot of my friends are like me. so whats my prob? not very sure though. i just hate it when pple ask and they find out you never had a bf and they think that you are so innocent and all cause you dont know anything. it really gets on my nerves. and it happened to me. like wth! get a life. life's not all abt these. if it is, you're sick in the mind.

i've set a new goal for myself. i will be someone who earns her own money and spends her own money. then i'll go to korea and never come back. i'm serious abt this now. i may be joking in the past. but not now. i dont want to rely on anybody. if i do meet a nice korean guy, then maybe. if not hey, i wouldnt mind staying single all my life mann. too many things out there for me to do then to get tied down by a relationship. i'm going to live my life, my way. cheers to me.

i love the tokidoki for lesportsac collection. now i want a bag so badly. hmm maybe the next time we go to DFS i can get it. although the collection came out for quite some time. well, i was never a fan of lesportsac. so yea. and i want to coach wallet i saw at DFS too. mann, if i hadnt spent almost all of my pay on the first day, i would have gotten it. its only 200 plus dollars. thats why i sometimes hate myself. so i was thinking that i should spend my money wisely the next pay.

payday isnt here yet and i'm already thinking of what i should buy. haha. i want a bag and jeans. thats all for now. maybe a new wallet. and shoes. and cds. ok then all my money will be gone again. haha. still next saturday yo!

been thinking alot abt relationships these past two days. like is it necessary to have a bf at this point of my life. like my 1st bf or something. i'm 17 and i've been single all my life. back on boajjang, there were lots of other people who are above 20 and single all their life. a few singaporeans too. so yea, doesnt make it a big deal. sometimes i'm embarassed abt the fact cause now, everyone seems to have a bf at such a young age. its like somethings wrong with you if you dont have a bf yet. peer pressure?? nope i dont get it, alot of my friends are like me. so whats my prob? not very sure though. i just hate it when pple ask and they find out you never had a bf and they think that you are so innocent and all cause you dont know anything. it really gets on my nerves. and it happened to me. like wth! get a life. life's not all abt these. if it is, you're sick in the mind.

i've set a new goal for myself. i will be someone who earns her own money and spends her own money. then i'll go to korea and never come back. i'm serious abt this now. i may be joking in the past. but not now. i dont want to rely on anybody. if i do meet a nice korean guy, then maybe. if not hey, i wouldnt mind staying single all my life mann. too many things out there for me to do then to get tied down by a relationship. i'm going to live my life, my way. cheers to me.