Monday, June 25, 2007
never let you go.

i love working on weekends. firstly, jennifer will put more people to work, secondly, they're a bunch of funny people. its so much more entertaining than working on weekdays. unless you're lucky enough to get people whom you can work with. since now the holidays are gone, there'll be two people working closing, its not going to be as fun as 3 anymore. haha. sometimes, i dont feel like quitting. i'm having mixed feelings..
yay, now i got grace hooked on joongs. haha. nah, not something to be proud of. its not good if she gets too into it. there should be moderation. (: like me now, haha. i have mellowed. and i'm cool abt that. its so much better than being crazy and all. i mean, no good comes out of anything like that. but still..
my wants at the moment.(:
- a new wallet.***
- a new bag for school.**
- a laptop.*****
- the micky mousepad.**
- more clothes.*****
- find the dbsk vacation dvd/vcd/anywhere i can get it on a disc.****
- payday to come.*****
- my own room.*****
random i know and the last will never come true at all. i suddenly want to go back to the times when i had my own room, although it was small but i felt cosy and had my own space. oh how i hate the room now.
right. so now i'm going to indulge in a healthy lifestyle. mom and dad are going to run almost everyday, and i have to go along. but its ok, a little family bonding would do me good. i'm going to control my sleeping hours too. today will be my last day sleeping past 2 am. and its 4am now! so many thoughts i want to write down. its the time of my life where i feel so messy again. its like i need to re-arrange eveything in my life. and its going to be alot of trouble because i'll start telling mom i want a room on my own and she'll start scolding me because we only have one bed now and theres no way i can have a room by myself. i hate it so much. so so so much.
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