i was reading my past posts frm last year up till now and i realised i had so many ups and downs. mann, is this how life is supposed to be? i admit i learned alot after everything thats happened. i am stronger mentally now and can control my emotions better. i face problems better. I.M.O.

i should say my life is not boring cause i realised i've been going out alot ever since the o levels were over. hee, that was what i wanted my life to be. but now its like i stop and think abt what i want to do with my life. and i see the cars outside passing by. i dont get any answer. i think i'm starting to get emo again. whenever i listen to songs or read my books, my mind will start moving and i'll think abt so many things. maybe i'm growing up, where i leave my childish mind behind. i wonder if anyone has the same issue with me.

i love sweetbox now. ha, yay i'm into so many new bands and singers. which is a good thing for me. i'm going to re-do the list in my mp3 and i'll change all to what i really listen to. i'm fed-up with putting all the eng songs that i dont even listen to in it just because of work and the fact that we're only allowed to play eng music. come to think of it, its my mp3. (: feeling so much better now.

these days, i wake up hating myself for waking up at 4 in the afternoon. irritating yeh? so very irritating. gotta change that habit very very soon. after today. (: haha, mandy sucks.

i was reading my past posts frm last year up till now and i realised i had so many ups and downs. mann, is this how life is supposed to be? i admit i learned alot after everything thats happened. i am stronger mentally now and can control my emotions better. i face problems better. I.M.O.

i should say my life is not boring cause i realised i've been going out alot ever since the o levels were over. hee, that was what i wanted my life to be. but now its like i stop and think abt what i want to do with my life. and i see the cars outside passing by. i dont get any answer. i think i'm starting to get emo again. whenever i listen to songs or read my books, my mind will start moving and i'll think abt so many things. maybe i'm growing up, where i leave my childish mind behind. i wonder if anyone has the same issue with me.

i love sweetbox now. ha, yay i'm into so many new bands and singers. which is a good thing for me. i'm going to re-do the list in my mp3 and i'll change all to what i really listen to. i'm fed-up with putting all the eng songs that i dont even listen to in it just because of work and the fact that we're only allowed to play eng music. come to think of it, its my mp3. (: feeling so much better now.

these days, i wake up hating myself for waking up at 4 in the afternoon. irritating yeh? so very irritating. gotta change that habit very very soon. after today. (: haha, mandy sucks.