Saturday, July 28, 2007
the sweet escape.
feeling so tired because of work and then again i have to design some birthday board for the kindergarden then again, i have to study for korean. feel so busy, but i'm kind of satisfied cause i feel so busy and thats what i used to like. haha, everyday packed with lots of stuff.
after hearing what brian songsaengnim said about korea. i'm even more sure of moving there to work and live. my, his words always just hits the bullseye. then when i think abt it again, i dont have to be so sad about not being able to cope with korean now. i still have years to go, why not just concentrate on my studies and all, then when i go to korea, i can do a korean test at kbs and study in the uni there. then at that time i'll study korean again. then i'll have more time. makes sense ya? i've thought alot abt this. my dream will be to work in the artiste management line in korea. know its not easy, but i think i can do it.
schools starting and i can just count the days. maybe larissa and aunt jeannie might be right abt the 'oh shit, 3 more days--3 more hours--3 more minutes--3 more seconds.' thing. haha. i just find it too rush, like i'm working the whole of next week too and i'm left with sat and sun to really do everything that i want to do. i want to take a break, but i cant just think abt myself in this way. i cant leave jennifer all by herself too. i can be like stella and the others, just say really cannot work cause i want to take a break before school starts, but that'll be too selfish.
moving on, my ft island cd will be comming in on the 9th! yay, and the shirt too! double yay! haha, then maybe i can wear it to sch on monday. yippee! i'm excited and i know mersa is too! haha, i'm feeling so happy now.
i feel so much better after all the crazy mood on swings. it gets too rocky sometimes but i'm fine now. its like somehow i feel so responsible haha, i know its a weird discription, but yea. i feel like i have so much more responsibilities. geurom, i know whats important right now and whats not. moderation la.
saranghe people!
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