dbsk love is back! haha i think i sound like a crazy fangirl again. life's been going good for me. the occasional staring into space just thinking about life, the past, the present and enjoying time alone.

someone said to me that i looked like a block of wood, emotionless. i dont know what to say mann. but i'm enjoying every single time i spend with the people around me. i've been feeling so weird these past days. i wonder whats wrong with me and sil. is it just me? or both of us? like as grace said, we have a weird friendship going on hha. we both are talking but we dont really talk. i dont know how to describe it. and i feel she's changed, but i dont know how to tell her. i dont want to hurt her. but it hurts to hear that she's been so stressed with the exams. i really dont know. and right now, i dont have the time like i had in the past to really ask her whats up. schools just taking almost all my time. and then work, then i have no time for other things. i feel so bad. like so so so bad. just talked to kathy online a few days ago and like i felt like i really missed those days in school and going over to each others houses. mann, so many feelings just comming back at me. i'm going to get emotional breakdown.

now i wish i would just fall sick so i can stay in bed. kind of relieved i'm done with my korean lessons. they just made me feel so tired of the language for a while. now i wanna learn jap! haha, i suck i know. someone who cant stay on something for long. its just that i havent found the thing that i'm really passionate for. i will one day... i know i will...

dbsk love is back! haha i think i sound like a crazy fangirl again. life's been going good for me. the occasional staring into space just thinking about life, the past, the present and enjoying time alone.

someone said to me that i looked like a block of wood, emotionless. i dont know what to say mann. but i'm enjoying every single time i spend with the people around me. i've been feeling so weird these past days. i wonder whats wrong with me and sil. is it just me? or both of us? like as grace said, we have a weird friendship going on hha. we both are talking but we dont really talk. i dont know how to describe it. and i feel she's changed, but i dont know how to tell her. i dont want to hurt her. but it hurts to hear that she's been so stressed with the exams. i really dont know. and right now, i dont have the time like i had in the past to really ask her whats up. schools just taking almost all my time. and then work, then i have no time for other things. i feel so bad. like so so so bad. just talked to kathy online a few days ago and like i felt like i really missed those days in school and going over to each others houses. mann, so many feelings just comming back at me. i'm going to get emotional breakdown.

now i wish i would just fall sick so i can stay in bed. kind of relieved i'm done with my korean lessons. they just made me feel so tired of the language for a while. now i wanna learn jap! haha, i suck i know. someone who cant stay on something for long. its just that i havent found the thing that i'm really passionate for. i will one day... i know i will...