septembers here. and i'm falling in love with top again. haha, total craziness now. my stress reliever. (: keeps me going. i think the fangirling in me will never die. i just cant seem to stop it. ahha. if only i could combine micky and him. it'll be so perfect. i'll wait forever to find someone like that.

moving on to reality. i've been complaining to mummy abt school and the work load. well, to everyone i see actually. not complain, but kind of whining. she says i chose this path. but seriosly you know. my mentality now is like i want to push myself to do good. my whole thinking about schoolwork has changed. i dont dislike doing schoolwork, but its tiring and lots of concentration needed. although i'd chose whatever i'm doing now to going back to sec school subjects. i like what i'm doing, but i get turned off by the work load. mummy says i look like a zombie and a ghost now. with those dark eye bags and rings. surprisingly she said beauty is more important and that i need beauty sleep. haha.

and yes. i heeded grace's advice and told mum stuff abt school and whats happening. she's kinda happy i guess. and she listens so its much better. daddy too. its so weird telling him cause i never told him anything. but i can feel he wants to be part of my life, like know whats happening in my life. hee. he sees that i'm stressed up abt homework. asking if i could cope with work, he thinks i'm underweight. funny guy. to him, i'm always not eating enough and not putting wwight. and here i am trying to lose weight or maintain my weight. maybe men will always be men. haha

toptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptop. i'm addicted. and i think guys wearing skinny jeans are cool. i just saw a group of 4. with diff colours. one red, black, green and aqua blue. damn cool and they;re skinny. shit i hate guys. and thats one reason why i'd rather be a guy.

magicians like david copperfield cheats my feelings! i feel so cheated. ahha. not going further. (:

septembers here. and i'm falling in love with top again. haha, total craziness now. my stress reliever. (: keeps me going. i think the fangirling in me will never die. i just cant seem to stop it. ahha. if only i could combine micky and him. it'll be so perfect. i'll wait forever to find someone like that.

moving on to reality. i've been complaining to mummy abt school and the work load. well, to everyone i see actually. not complain, but kind of whining. she says i chose this path. but seriosly you know. my mentality now is like i want to push myself to do good. my whole thinking about schoolwork has changed. i dont dislike doing schoolwork, but its tiring and lots of concentration needed. although i'd chose whatever i'm doing now to going back to sec school subjects. i like what i'm doing, but i get turned off by the work load. mummy says i look like a zombie and a ghost now. with those dark eye bags and rings. surprisingly she said beauty is more important and that i need beauty sleep. haha.

and yes. i heeded grace's advice and told mum stuff abt school and whats happening. she's kinda happy i guess. and she listens so its much better. daddy too. its so weird telling him cause i never told him anything. but i can feel he wants to be part of my life, like know whats happening in my life. hee. he sees that i'm stressed up abt homework. asking if i could cope with work, he thinks i'm underweight. funny guy. to him, i'm always not eating enough and not putting wwight. and here i am trying to lose weight or maintain my weight. maybe men will always be men. haha

toptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptoptop. i'm addicted. and i think guys wearing skinny jeans are cool. i just saw a group of 4. with diff colours. one red, black, green and aqua blue. damn cool and they;re skinny. shit i hate guys. and thats one reason why i'd rather be a guy.

magicians like david copperfield cheats my feelings! i feel so cheated. ahha. not going further. (: