getting irritated with myself. theres so much work to do yet i'm sitting here typing this and searching for songs all over the net. i should really die. i cant find motivation, anyone who has it, please share it with me.

i hate myself for always complaining to grace about having not enough time for schoolwork and yet i still want to keep working because i want the money and for always not eating at all. i'm turning into someone who wasnt what i used to be. not eating and wanting to save money. since when was mandy bothered about food and money? you ask me, i dont know. i'll be so disgusting if i turn into an ano. but i cant help but get attracted to those girls with slim thighs and it keeps me motivated on not eating. hey, even if people out there are all saying its ok being fat and all, this world is real. people are still going to call you fat in your face. maybe i should just eat dust like pat in little britain. or then i'll be a patty fatty boom boom.

i am the ching-chong-chinaman!

getting irritated with myself. theres so much work to do yet i'm sitting here typing this and searching for songs all over the net. i should really die. i cant find motivation, anyone who has it, please share it with me.

i hate myself for always complaining to grace about having not enough time for schoolwork and yet i still want to keep working because i want the money and for always not eating at all. i'm turning into someone who wasnt what i used to be. not eating and wanting to save money. since when was mandy bothered about food and money? you ask me, i dont know. i'll be so disgusting if i turn into an ano. but i cant help but get attracted to those girls with slim thighs and it keeps me motivated on not eating. hey, even if people out there are all saying its ok being fat and all, this world is real. people are still going to call you fat in your face. maybe i should just eat dust like pat in little britain. or then i'll be a patty fatty boom boom.

i am the ching-chong-chinaman!