i've been smelling this familiar smell i used to smell before and i'm getting de javu everytime i smell it. its so familiar yet strange. smells and songs always give me some sort of memory. when i think back, its like oh i used to be crazy over this song when this happened. and it goes on and on. makes me tear whenever i think back on the past. and i was just re-reading my posts frm last year. so much has happened sometimes i wish i could go back to the past, the innocent times where i never thought much of anyone. cause it hurts to feel like this now when i realise it has always been inside me. and why do i act as if nothing's wrong. call me a coward for not standing up to confront, but this may be the end of a long friendship, one that i really cherish alot.

when we think we've actually let go of things, we havent actually.
when we think it doesnt matter, all the more it matters to us.
if only i could learn to stay true to myself..

i've been smelling this familiar smell i used to smell before and i'm getting de javu everytime i smell it. its so familiar yet strange. smells and songs always give me some sort of memory. when i think back, its like oh i used to be crazy over this song when this happened. and it goes on and on. makes me tear whenever i think back on the past. and i was just re-reading my posts frm last year. so much has happened sometimes i wish i could go back to the past, the innocent times where i never thought much of anyone. cause it hurts to feel like this now when i realise it has always been inside me. and why do i act as if nothing's wrong. call me a coward for not standing up to confront, but this may be the end of a long friendship, one that i really cherish alot.

when we think we've actually let go of things, we havent actually.
when we think it doesnt matter, all the more it matters to us.
if only i could learn to stay true to myself..